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* Music: Mumford and Sons,
"The Wild" *

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Already awake?

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Is everything good?

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What's going on?

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It's nothing.

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Would you talk to me?

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I had stress with Mr. Neuhaus.

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- What happened?

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I tell. I believe...
- Do you want to run away again?

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Just piss off again?

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* calm music *

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I have something on my phone that...

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I can read that to you.

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Or I'll just send it to you.
- Or you just tell me.

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Yes. You're right.

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So the...

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Most guys...
they're just boys.

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And girls too.

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Sometimes it's just different.

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What?

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I became
born in a girl's body.

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But I'm a boy, I...

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I am transgender.

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- Sorry, I don't know
what should I say...

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That's totally okay too.

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That means you are in...

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- No, not yet.

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I am a boy.

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I have to me
just try harder for it.

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Why did you
didn't you tell me that earlier?

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I actually wanted it
don't tell anyone at school.

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And then...

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Then I met you.

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And... I dunno, sort of
missed the right time.

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But I really like you.

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I don't want that...

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that this is broken...

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*noise at the door*

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- Yikes! Sorry for the disruption!
- Wrong room...

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I think I'd better go.

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Get in touch if you want.

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* Music: The Weeknd,
"Call out my name" *

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Transsexuality
refers to the body

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and not
on sexual orientation.

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Transsexual people
change their biological gender,

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because they will be in that
born the wrong gender for her.

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I.e., Lisa doesn't feel
as Lisa, but as Leon

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and can be
to operate on a man,

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to be full
and to feel completely like Leon.

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*Music*

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* Cell phone vibrates. *

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*Music*

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Checkmate.

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What checkmate?

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Yes, Digger, go get it.

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Hey! You too? - There he is!

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- N/a?

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- What's up?

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- How was it, brother?
- Hey, let him arrive first.

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Arrived. How was it?

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- Height. Yes, it was... yes...

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- New? - Yes, new.

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- Like new? - Just new.

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Cool, Digger.
Happy for you, man. Correct.

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It's more chill anyway
like that between boys.

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I heard that.

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It does for you
no difference anyway.

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You're tense either way.

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What do you want from me now?

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Massage you, loosen you up.

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That I saw you at table tennis
can really fuck away.

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Hey, come on now, bro!

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- I know what you want to do. I
I wouldn't hit him in the balls.

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Is everything really okay?

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Yes, actually.

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Actually?

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Luigi!

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Save me please. - Okay.

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Uhuhuh!

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Hey, you don't even have the record
touched. - Never mind, we're leading!

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*Incomprehensible* - Let's go!

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Hey, darling! - Hi, guys!

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Are you coming?

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We wanted to go to Hanna,
we still have to go shopping. - Yes.

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- How? Samma, wait!
Carlos and the girls?

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Yes, you'll probably be able to handle it.
- I see, okay.

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- Are you coming?

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Yes, of course!

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- What else are you doing?
Dance into May?

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- Yes, Walpurgis.
Campfire with the girls.

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- We go cruiser,
and tomorrow at the demo.

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If you're up for it... - Nice.

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Bye! - Ciao-ciao.

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Digger, take a look
that grin!

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- Let's play, man!

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If you change a word,
and then ha, ha, ha.

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- Shut up, man.
- Like a 5 year old.

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Nothing happens, and just like this:
oh!

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- You can tell me my mood
Don't break it now. Come!

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Oh! Boy, did I mess up!

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Boom!

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Matteo? Is that you?

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- Yes?

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- In your room!

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*Music in the background*

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What are you doing?

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I used the time
and a little something prepared.

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Okay, and what?

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Well, for our QandA?

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- Oh right.

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Sit down!

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Where do I start?

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You can you
just can't imagine

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how much I care
wished someone back then

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with which I about
can talk about my problems.

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Well, when you...
- Okay, I know

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It's really hard for you to think about it
to speak, I felt the same way.

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That's why we do it
short and sweet.

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Lubricant is the key to happiness.

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Um, Hans,
That's super, super sweet, but...

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I actually wanted to
talk about something completely different.

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OK.

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- It's about David.

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OK.

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So the last time he was here,
that's where he gave me...

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So he has

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told me he was trans.

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Oh. Wow.

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Oh wow!

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- You would have that for me
actually not allowed to say.

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- Why?

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- Well, he's got it for you
said in confidence.

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Only he can decide
whoever finds out.

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Don't worry,
I keep it to myself.

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Hey!

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- Thanks.

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Is he already taking hormones?

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I do not know. Believe so.

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- I know myself
really not enough, but...

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I believe
the treatment is not without its consequences.

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But if... I mean, if I
I'm gay and he's trans

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what am I then?

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And I mean,
if he was once a girl,

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and I actually like boys,

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does that even work?

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What do you like about him?

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What do you think?

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- Very simple:
What do you like about him?

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Well...

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I love his smile.

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This is...
When I'm with him, then...

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I don't know
I feel so understood.

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It's just beautiful with him.

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Et voila!

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- What?

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That's the only thing
what really matters.

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Everything else is secondary.

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True.

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* Music: Ásgeier, "Going home" *

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* Music: Ásgeier, "Going home" *

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* dial tone *

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(Woman's voice on the phone:) Hey! N/a?

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- Hey, mom.

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I wanted to get in touch.

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- And? What does the Abi do?

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- Yes, graduation is going well.
I'm doing well too.

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- Come visit me sometime.

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Yes, I intended to.

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- Okay, fine.

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Yes, I... um...

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- Yes?

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I have to go back in.
My battery is almost empty.

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I'll get in touch.

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- Okay, bye!

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Fuck!

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Now you have to
dynamically go up the stairs.

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As if she had
made someone really angry.

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Angry!

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They're on a rampage!

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*laughter*

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So now you can
you have your cell phone back.

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* dial tone *

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(On the phone:) Hey!

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Hi!

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It's all ok?

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- I'm still studying for tomorrow.

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Yes. I wanted to ask if you...

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You want me to love you
Pick up tomorrow after the exam?

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- Yes, sure, gladly.

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Cool.

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- Yes, totally.

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Then ciao, see you tomorrow! - Ciao.

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* Music:
Big Red Machine: "Forest Green" *

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* Music:
Big Red Machine: "Forest Green" *

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Matteo!

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You at school?
- What are you doing here?

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Hanna and Sam are currently writing math,
I'll pick her up.

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We wanted to go into town for a moment
go. -Nice. I'll pick up David.

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Cool.

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* Cell phone vibrates *

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Uh, wait a minute.

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Cool!

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Yes. - Understood.

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Well then, see you later!
- See you later, ciao!

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* Cell phone vibrates. *

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*Mumbling*

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(In the video:) Hey, wait a minute!

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I'm not a girl!
- But!

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So from a purely physical perspective, right?
Or not?

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- I want
cannot be assessed differently.

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*Mumbling*

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Hey!
- Just leave me alone!

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Fuck off that fucking cell phone!

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Have fun!

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* Music:
Billieh Eilish, "Bury a friend" *

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Subtitle:
ARD text commissioned by Funk (2019)